Happy Kitty Sewing: Feeling Better

Last month, I shared about my depression and how if affects my life. I see my Primary Care Physician (PCP) every month to review my meds so I can get my refills. **A side note: This doctor has saved my life. I love her SO much** I talked to her about my moods, and she agreed that I was depressed and it was time to adjust my meds. I take an SNRI to help with my anxiety and depression. If you didn't know, they come as a pair. I (used to) have severe anxiety. To the point where it made me change how I lived my life. I had extreme anxiety about returning movies (when it was popular to rent them) and library books. I love to read, so I was only hurting myself with huge fines. Ok, getting back to my meds, I take the highest dose of my SNRI, so we had to add another med. I think it's helping a lot. I am sleeping less, my mood is improving, and I feel motivated to get things done, although I am not at the point of actually doing it. I think I will get a lot of things done this week. It's SUCH a relief!

AND HERE COMES THE BAD NEWS:

Remember these guys?

Now I'm going to share with you my bad news. So last week, I saw an update on the music group Hanson, and how they picked their wives. Two of them met their spouse at their concerts. Now all 3 are happily married, and are making lots of babies while they are touring the states in a huge tour bus together. The BAD NEWS: ever since then, MMM Bop has been stuck in my head. I can't get rid of it! And it's driving me crazy! I will be doing random things, like pouring a drink, flipping through the channels or waiting for the computer to start up, and I find myself singing that damn song! So after I hear myself singing this torturous song, it plays in my head loudly until I immerse myself fully into whatever I'm doing. Then it slowly goes away. But out of nowhere it will pop up again, and it literally makes me cringe. When I recognize that I'm singing/humming the words, I make an irritated growling "UGH" noise. It's seriously driving me nuts. A song stuck in your head for a day or two, is a normal thing. This has been a week. And I HATE this song! I've never liked it, no offense against Hanson. I just wish it would stop. Does anyone else ever have this problem?!

This image also gets stuck in my head! The older one always has a weird expression, and the youngest one looks like my sister's best friend during elementary school that is a girl. And that part creeps me out for some reason.